Hmmm, this whole growing up thing is happening too quickly. 18 months I was just about okay with, 19 months is basically 2 and that just can’t possibly be so close! Here’s how Martha’s getting on as a 19-month-old.
It’s been 3 weeks since Martha’s last drowsy 4am feed. 3 weeks since my body last gave her nourishment. Yet after 17 months, my body has adjusted as if nothing had ever happened. I’ve not really felt anything – emotionally or physically – and when I tried to write, it was numb and lacking any feeling. I may as well have been writing about the weather. Then today, the emotions have flooded through me and I need to write.
Quite how we’re at the point of looking at primary schools when I only gave birth like a month ago, is beyond me. But we are, and it’s pretty scary. And we’re learning really quickly just what will be the deciding factors in how we choose Toby’s primary school.